NOT YET

any time I
end up talking with the mirror
I realize I'm actually alone

any time I
can't stop playing
I realize I'm not scared anymore

and I ask to myself
is there the need to find a real job?
get a degree? dedicate myself
to logical activities making my future steadier?
should I worry? do competitions?
going up the ladder is easy, but

there's not even one good reason
to stop playing
there isn't any good reason yet
to stop dreaming

a full time job
a two hours break
would be ideal to stop breathing

but when I'm playing
I don't care if I've spent my last eight hours
watching a scream that doesn't know how to do anything but
saying only numbers, not even a word for me

there isn't any good reason yet
to stop dreaming
there's not even one good reason
to stop playing

any time I end up talking with the mirror
I realize I'm not scared anymore